Sorry this is cut off. This is a rough version. I'm planning and redoing the tracks, but feel free to download this if you like it. There is a full length version over on my myspace page - DWCarkuff, you should be able to find it.
(Verse one)
A hundred thousand cigarettes
Why the hell aren't I dead yet
I feel like I have lost some bet
I don't know how to pay
If I'm too old to rock n' roll
then what is left to save my soul
I watched all of my friends burn out
I guess I'll just fade away
(Pre-chorus)
Looking in the mirror I still see a stranger's eyes
Someone just as blinded by the truth as by the lies
Years of being someone who is nobody to me
Has left me doubting everything I think and feel and see
(Chorus)
Looking out my window I watch the years go by
Just like the way the wind blows the clouds across the sky
(Verse Two)
I think about my days at school
Was never smart, was never cool
Everyone thought I was a fool
I didn't have much to say
And when I finally cut my hair
No one was left to even care
Not even those who used to stare
And mock me everyday
(Pre-Chorus Two)
Looking in the mirror I can see my father's eyes
Someone my mother always said could only speak in lies
The thing about my father, well, he was nobody to me
He never taught me anything about who I'm supposed to be
(Repeat Chorus and out)